Thanks to my Twin, I continue to spiral-up in magnificent ways. Every interaction – whether in person, video Skype, or call – opens new portals for me to see where my frequencies are misaligned to templating the new relational paradigm (which is my Twin mission, as I understand it).
Do you ever tire of hearing yourself say something repeatedly? Blah, blah, blah. Just noise.
Right now, and only with my Twin, these phrases spew from my mouth as if I am a robot reading a script (if robots could read):
‘the patriarchy’ and ‘white man in a patriarchy’
Stuck in a specific frequency pattern (a habit and holding pattern, of sorts) I bore myself with the sheer repetition of these phrases.
Although my Union is the safe haven
for me to have any expression without judgement,
I also know that what I speak manifests into form
because I am the force to which nature
bends and bows at my command.
And what I find myself repeating is incongruent with the highest and best in me. I know it because I feel it in my body. I carry two contradictory energies: that which was and that which is actively being created by my every thought, belief, word and action.
Honestly… I cannot rail against something (like the patriarchy) without inadvertently fueling it. That’s just how energy works. I cannot continue to parrot these phrases while birthing something that has never existed on the planet before. And I cannot hold both frequencies within my Being at the same time. They are too different.
The phrases come so readily, so I interpret that as an indicator that something gone awry, a very long time ago, is ready to surface and be transmuted once. and. for. all. time: for me, for my Union, for humanity. I can continue as-is, or I can lay these phrases to rest and focus instead on creating the new. And now is my moment to choose. I’ve decided, and that’s why I crafted this heartfelt love letter:
RIP, patriarchal references.
You have served me well as a focal point of my attention through the years. You sparked a fire within that propelled my purpose. You empowered the Fierce Feminine in me and delivered me successfully to this crucial choice-point.
Moving forward, I must lay you down and leave you here. I do this ever-so-gently, out of reverence for having served me with unwavering allegiance.
Some greater work beckons me into my next grand expansion. I have a vital work to do: to shape-shift the relational paradigm on planet Earth. I leave you here in grace and gratitude.
From now on, others will carry your cause.
My gift for you, Dear Reader: It’s no accident that you found this content today. I invite you to examine where you may be stuck in language patterns that perpetuate What Was. It’s very likely the energetic encodement of this article touches your heart in a way that calls you to leave something right here, right now. Breathe. Release your grasp. All is well. Brightness and beauty await you on the other side of trusting that now may be the perfect moment to let go so you can take your next evolutionary step or leap. The net will appear! Promise.